(2009舊文章) photographers friends

those r my photographers friends. i met them in XueXue. although i don't really appreciate the company's operation, i always have to thank for the opportunity they gave to me to meet those guys. especially sb doesn't appear in this pic.

(2009舊文章) Kahlil Gibran's poem

 

The lights of stars that were extinguished ages ago still reach us.

So it is with great men who died centuries ago,

but stil reach us with the radiations of their personalities.

(2009舊文章) non

In a lazy afternoon,  

Michael Bubble and William Joseph's songs can make me more relax,

or more thoughtful.

I try to not recall some musics linking some memories i hide in my deep mind.

or somebody's flavor i don't want to remember. 

Every thing is just like a river, never returns at all.

Somebody just stay in one point of our life,

not accompany with us to grow up.

We keep going forward,

but sometimes we want to stop to look back-

somethings we throwed away.

Those things including rewards, mistakes, sorrows, happiness

all make me more mature in different stages.

Now i have a fortune life,

i must appreciate those precious experiences,

and everyone i met in the past.

I hope i can spread my fortune to u,

especially my friends who support me in my painful time. 

THANK YOU!

(2009舊文章) the preface of KODAK's book

It was the best of times, it was the worst of times, it was the age of wisdom, it was the age of foolishness, it was the epoch of belief, it was th epoch of incredulity, it was the season of Light, it was the season of Darkness, it was the spring of hope, it was the winter of despair, we had everything before us, we had nothing before us, we were all going direct to Heaven, we were all going direct the other way-that some of its noisiest authorities insisted on its being received, for good or for evil, in the superlative degree of comparison only.

(2009舊文章) YOU & me

♥LOVE U♥

BB, I miss u so much...

especially in a lonely and dark night!!

we've not seen each other for very long time.(that i thought so.)

i'm shame to express my feel in chinese,

maybe use the un-mother-tongue language could  be easy to tell u,

what i really miss u and love u  ^/////^

Tonight, I saw our Hualien traveling pics,

u'r so chubby, so am i

i worry if someday i become old and fat,

do u still love me (or more)?

thank u for bringing me to the camera world,

thank u for enduring my capricious personality,

thank u for repairing my (and my family's)eletric equipments.

and most important thing is....

(2009舊文章) Like in the dream

Those two days, the warm sun appeared from thicker clouds. Huang, a friend I'd never seen for long time, Chen, my elementary school classmate, and I drove two motors to the north coast. And I brough my lovely camera(although I will sell it to my bf = ="), took many pics, and finally i shoot the buty girl. When I came home, I found the picture like a dream, the girl was like an angle. The lovely angle soon disappeared from my sight, just like yesterday, I also found an angel with blond curly hair. I didn't have enough time to take my camera out from bag, she just got on her mom's car and went away. The beautiful image stays in my head, but there's no method to exchange it to a real pic. The story told me, I have to bring my camera no matter where I go. And i think it's time to buy a higher class camera-NIKON D700^^(Waste money doesn't need any excuse~HA)

老朋友

最近透過各種管道，和不同時段的老朋友連絡上聊個聊，老朋友這身分，挺有趣的，我把他定義為一種曾經存在緊密關係，短暫的失了線，但每次見面仍一見如故，好似短暫的失聯不曾存在似的一種獨特的緊密感。

剛好是在這樣的confuse尷尬期，老朋友在面對我的尷尬前景問題都呈現不是問題的狀態，這也太看得起我，都當局者迷了，搞不清楚目前的窘狀，左挑右選還是被迫選擇，說穿了還是沒有一拍即合的，什麼是喜歡的，我只能回答我知道我不喜歡的，而喜歡的和做職業是兩回事，剩下的那些，也僅能說沒嘗試過，說不得喜不喜歡的層次。

就是一杯咖啡，我點了我最近瘋狂的焦糖瑪奇朵，每每總要碎念一下奶泡上的糖漿太甜，奶泡太多，熱量太高，但是仍是毫無創意了收集每間咖啡店的焦糖瑪奇朵。喝了很久還不見底的咖啡，話題不知道換了幾輪，打了幾通共同好友的電話，話筒傳遞來去，不出「我好想你」、「什麼時候要聚會」、「最近過得好嗎」等問候寒喧話語，好久沒聽到的聲音，生活也好久沒交集，似乎要是陌生的關係，在短短幾句平常不過的話，藏了好多真心誠意的思念，溢於言表，但不知如何表達那懷念過去的念頭，就在匆匆的「下次要聚會啦」做個了結。

gift

i feel full of fortune in my life NOW !!
thank you ,dad, thank you for encouraging me to pursue what i really want. u support me to do my job of art related without concerning your wealth and fortune. u inspire me to keep dream in my recent life- no matter what kind of diploma i have. all things seem to be shaped in nature, but there's just only a little obstacle in my heart. i will try my best to jump into the world i want. i will conquer everything i meet to fulfill the objective. u maybe don't know how i'm so proud of u dad. i so appreciate i have you, such great dad, nobody can be. only tears understand who i am and what i feel. i love u, dad, FOREVER.

take my camera to the unexpected voyage. 

bye~muggles!!

energy burning!!

I've felt so energetic since june first i had to arrange my thesis and pt job and job interview at the same time. The sleepy girl who had to sleep LOOOOOONG time and must take snap everyday  has been gone?! Just like yesterday, I got serious cold and almost completely cannot speak. Surprisingly, i can get up early and run from Tainan to Taipei and Taipei to Tainan to fulfill all important tasks I had to do until 2:30. Then, i get up early AGAIN!!!! it's time 6:16 without any alarm noise!!!???? Still get the allergy nose and lose my voice ><  Then, after two hours,  i will take a journey to Ilan and drive by myself for over 7 hours. Is that too dangerous?! even though my health doesn't allow me to do those crazy thing~~but, hahahahaha, the whole energy control my heart and let me feel so powerful to sleep less than 4 hours everyday for weeks. Should i see doctor again and check my body again? OOPS! immediately, I seems to feel a little bit terrible about my omnipotent spirit. @@

be myself

in june, it's really hard time to confront the final thesis presentation, job interview and the part time job in chimei, and marketing class(^^?).

i still remember when i asked to teacher ho how the be in the fmcg foreign company interview

should i be myself ? or just answer the answer what they want to heard

however, i just DO myself in every time

no matter what kind of questions and companies

i reject the offer of "bloody company"awkward and soon  just the day after tomorrow i got

because i  do not want to make them any inconvenient matters

maybe there are few classmates know, i just a fragile and sensitive girl to afraid make troubles

i'm not strong enough for everything, and always want to be a naive girl as young

how cruel the fact, time goes by, and i have to jump into the other stage of my life~oh~~~~i hate the "STAGE" word only because i use it in my thesis uncountable times

next stage where i will be?   maybe next week we can know

just wait the announcement tranquilly until the moment coming!!!!

EXCITING!!!!!!!

almost there

almost there...

i don't understand how time goes so fast

even i almost remember vividly the atmosphere i met u at the first time

u sat in the right side of the classroom, and waited for the interview

shining like the moon in the dark night, the light is so gentle and peaceful that i can not control myself  to move

 moved naturally to close to you

close to you until we are almost here

for four years past

in the special day we are in the beginning of the fifth year

the only thing i want to tell you

i love you

forever and ever

parroting what others say

do i have ability and bravery to break the precise rules? i don't want to be a follower in stereotype and sink in crowds!

competition

we chase after the better grade in every competition all of life.

it never coming in mind is that we just circle around around and around in the same boundary.

everyone just stands in their own places and never thinks how to break the rules of game.

until death, we finally know how much we loss in life and there is not energy we can devote into changes.

new toys

speechless

wow, how a rumor power are!! even i disappeared for weeks can felt the weird atmosphere.

limit

there are some people use the unique life style to survive u just cannot imagine and understand…

the understanding means there exists a gap btw the man and us!!!

break limits, and follow the curiosity mind to find our ways.

0325 bad day

today is another day i waste in boring study. burning my energy and patience to get the diploma. what a tormentor i almost abandon. >< cross cross cross the obstacle, um~~embrace the pain and then feel happiness of experience

wonderful concert

Zubin Mehta, Zubin Mehta,Zubin Mehta…..

i enjoy the concert in person, what a wonderful day~~it seems to fly to the blue sky and touch every hair i have. WOW, i love symphony, i love every kind of beautiful things^^

New beginning

很快的，台灣走入下一個百年，一路來，跌跌撞撞，我僅僅只參與了20來年，有大半，在矇矇懂懂迷迷糊糊中度過，很滄桑嗎?在新聞台口沫橫飛的政客嘴臉上，我感受到這塊土地日漸疲累了...。

其實沒有這麼多的感慨，對於跨年，也幾乎快淪為routine，在一次又一次的倒數中，大概都是蓋著棉被睡去的，對於前一秒的那年，即使有悔恨，但也只存在於前一秒，逝者不可追，在嘆息之間，又一秒已以。

很感謝朋友們將形如枯槁的我拖出去溜達，享受新年新氣象暖暖的南國太陽，這太陽一如往常，和是否跨越這一百年風馬牛無干，但快樂與不快樂，一念之間，似乎突然間，有很多好的理由，可以把過去的不愉快通通丟到那一月一日的界線外了 : 新的筆記本上沒有過去那些包袱，又可以重新填滿展望未來的進度；新的日子重新認識朋友，有很多的面貌是需要靠自己去認識而非構築在別人耳語間的；新的念頭在腦海中迸發，即使沒有改變容顏，也找回重新的自己；新的目標，建立在過去一年完成與未完的目標上，期待自己能更上一層樓....。

再次感謝朋友在一月一日能讓我肆無忌憚任性的要大家別睡覺陪我玩耍新學到的遊戲，很瘋狂的舉動是我去年一整年幾乎所沒有的，很巧妙的，你們的邀約讓我在壓抑過頭的狀態下釋放那些負面的瘴癘之氣，我真的深深的感覺到，我又找回那個對每一天都保有熱情新鮮感的自己，可以緊緊的擁抱大家，可以不計形象開懷的大笑，可以不管流言蜚語和大家真誠的相處在一塊，真的真的真的很開心很開心很開心，我的開心幾乎可以支撐我未來一周龐大的課業壓力，和所有生活上的不順利(火車與機車事件~你們懂得)，有了你們的歡笑與陪伴，我有更多更大的力氣去迎接未來的挑戰，open my mind already!!! 謝謝你們 ^__________^